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Final letter, I guess.

Dear Piggy,

Things didn’t go the way we both planned it. It all basically just went down and I take full responsibility for what has transpired in both our lives. I just want to tell you everything I feel right now. I am so sorry for leaving you. For everything.. The tears you shed, the sorrow you felt, the loneliness and the helplessness I gave you.. I am sorry for everything.. But now you came back, stronger than ever. You seemed really happy without me.. and quite honestly, I’m a complete mess right now. School is just tearing me apart. So is training. All this pressure to be perfect.. It’s hard. There’s no one there just to accept me anymore. There’s no.. you. I don’t regret anything nor wish I could change the way I did it because that’s just useless. I mean it just really tore me apart to hear that you were with someone else. This someone makes you happier than ever. Something, I couldn’t give you, and you make him the happiest person alive, something I took for granted. Stupid me huh? Yes, I do like someone but shit, it just wont be the same. The late night calls.. the random happiness you gave me, the inspiration and everything else in between. You made me happy to be me.. and now, I’m just struggling to be that person again. And it’s so much harder to do it without you by my side.. my team. I miss the stupid shit I tell you yet you still agreed with me no matter how retarded it was. I just miss you. I never thought I’d feel this way after we broke up. Nothing I can do about it now but just be simply happy for you. To know that you’re smiling and to know that you’re very happy.. even without me is enough to keep me going. At least I got what I wanted, technically. You’re still here in my life. We may want different people now but we’re still in each others lives. Knowing that I can turn to you if I need someone is good enough. Knowing that I still have… even just a part of you… I will keep every memory I have you of you close to me and I will never ever forget you. You will always be a part of me, always. Thank you for turning me into a better person. I will always love you. 

Always,

     Your Panda,

 Rond

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Letter 7

Dear Lady Panda,

It’s been awhile since I wrote you a letter. I just felt like doing one for you now since I just love you so much. I really like how you are able to stay with me despite all my ridiculously retarded issues. I really appreciate that you try your best to understand. That just makes you the perfect girlfriend ever. I love how you always try to cheer me up when I’m being a sad panda. I love how you would hug me whenever I turn my back while we’re napping. I love the way you look at me when we tell each other that we love one another. I love the way you tuck your head in my shoulder whenever we hug. I love the way you laugh whenever I say a corny joke like NACHO CHEESE. I love you and only you. I always will. I might say a lot of stupid things but never forget that I always love you. Thank you babe. What would I be without you?

Love,

The person who will always eat an all carb pizza with you,

Rond :*

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Letter 6

Dear Babycakes,

First, I would like to say thanks for last night. It might not have gone as planned but I still had a good time watching 7 minutes of Gumiho and cuddling with you. Eating is always nice since you look so cute when you eat. :”> I know it wasn’t how we pictured but I couldn’t ask for more. All that was needed was for me to hug you and it would complete my day. :) Thanks for taking care of me even if you’re the one who’s sick. :( I wish I could do the same and I do try. All I can do is tell you to sleep early, drink your medicine and tell you to rest. I wish I can stroke your hair while you sleep or maybe just kiss you on the forehead randomly while you dream about cute things. Soon babe, in time we will have our super long togetherness time. :) I’ll try to visit you again tomorrow because I just cant get enough of you. I love you so much.

The person who always tries to be the best

Your knight in no armor but loves you,

Rondypoo :*

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Letter 5

Dear Henzypoo,

Hi babe. I know you’re really tired and you’re really stressed from work and not to mention this letter came in a little too late. So first, I would like to apologize. I would like to apologize for the times i made you feel disappointed. The times I wasn’t there when you needed or wanted me. The times I missed you so much that I kind of pestered you to talk to me. The kisses I wasn’t able to give you. The hugs I wasn’t able to make you feel. The warmth I wasn’t able to give you when it was cold. The shelter I wasn’t able to provide when it rained. Still, I have to give a reason why I wasn’t able to do this all for you. It’s because we’re still not married and that is the day I will always look forward to. A day when everything begins and nothing will end. A day when all these voids shall be filled with out love and emotion.

Someday I will make you exponentially happy that the world will be fluffy and unicorns will pour down from the heavens and we can ride them. Then, we can slide down rainbows. Haha. Point is all I want to do is make you happy. Knowing that you’ve made a lot of people happy is good, bot now, it’s your turn to be happy. And so this is when I tell you that being with you is going to be my very own “I love Henzel so I have to give her “Happiness Project”” Yep, that’s a double quote. :)) I love you babe.

The person who will always try to make you smile

The Boyfriend,

Batman or Rond. :*

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Letter 4

Dear Girlfriend,

I know you’re really tired and down and everything in between. I’m hoping a letter can lift your mood to give you a small jolt of energy and so that you’ll have something to inspire you for you presentation tomorrow. :)

I want to start by saying of how proud I am of you. I’ve never had someone who was as smart, as beautiful, as cute, as talented and as awesome as you. I’m so happy that you came into my life and I can say that I am extremely lucky to even have looked into your beautiful eyes. I’ve never felt so happy and I’ve never smiled this wide until I met you. I’m just so happy that you’re happy with your work and that nothing is stopping you from getting what you want. Don’t let anybody get in your way babe, not even me. And i wouldn’t try to get in your way anyway. If you asked me to join you in assassinating this person I wouldn’t stop you.. I’d support you by giving you the gun itself :)) but thats just exasperating my point a little to much but you get it. Point is I’ll follow you through hell and back if i have to, I’ll support you wholeheartedly and I’ll protect you from those who will try to hurt you and stop you.

I love you girlfriend. Forever and always.

From the boyfriend,

Rond ♥

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Letter 3

Dear Henzypoo,

Sorry if I keep disappointing you recently especially this month. I just can’t seem to move around as much as I can before. Too much is happening right now and sometime I just can’t handle it anymore. I try my best to be with you. I’d wait for 10 hours just to be with you for 10 minutes. I’d go to you if I can. I’m just so sorry I haven’t been there for you physically lately. :( It makes me really sad because I got used to being with you, hugging you and kissing you everyday. it’s been some time but I still haven’t gotten over that feeling. That feeling that the one you love is just close by. I want that feeling again.. but it turns out we’ve got different things going on for us right now. Trust me, when all this has blown off I’ll do my best to be there for you.. always. I promise. And you know me, I’ve never turned down a promise i made to you.. ever. I intend to keep it that way. I love you so much talaga. I just want to be next to you always. That’s why I’m so pissed at myself for not being able to be near you at the moment.. I’ll always try my best babe. And if that isn’t enough.. then I’ll push myself further. I miss you so much.

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Letter 2

Babe, you really turned this super bad day into a super good one. I feel so happy that i met someone who had that kind of ability on me. Usually kasi when im bummed out im bummed na for the whole day or the next day na din, pero ikaw.. you can fix it in just a quick moment. A moment with you always kills me and brings me to heaven for a bit but then its such a happy moment that i go back to life. i learned how to spread happiness because of you. Also, you may not notice it but im somewhat less angry. :)  Plus, everything went according to plan after we got together today. I was happy, i spent timewith you and i was able to go home safely and comfortably and i got money from my sister na din. All I can say right now is this.. What would I do if i didnt have you in my life.. I love you babe. Forever and always

from the person who will never give up on us,

Rond :*

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Letter 1

Hi babe. You may be wondering why i decided to make one of these. Before you say gaya gaya ako :)) i did this because every time i read one of your letters i just blush and become super happy. So now, i want you to feel the same way i feel. I want to share the happiness you have given me and hopefully me doing this for you will suffice. :) On with the letter.

Babe thank you for another great weekend. I have never felt so alive and so happy in such a long time. Just staying next to you makes my heart beat so fast and makes my smile reach my ears. You may not know this but i love taking care of you. It takes a lot of effort but its effort well spent. The smile you give out to me whenever i do something good is more than enough to keep me happy for the rest of the day. Having you just look into my eyes before we kiss makes me want to cry out of happiness.. but i wont do that because my tears are salty and i dont want us to taste it while kissing. And waking up and sleeping next to you is on of the best feelings ever. It just makes me so happy knowing that the first and last person i see will be the person i love so much. Thank you babycakes for being with me. I love you.

The one who will always take care of you,

Rond :)